天天好天

2day wake up early

bt i still late 2 study,reach taipan almost 12

when reach the packing thr

i felt weird y 2day had alot packing here

if nt everytime i went oso nid pack till 3nd floor

thn i oly remember 2day was tapuzan

when walk in academy heard alot sound thr thn i noe had alot customer inside

hw i oso cnt imagine tht when i walk in

wahhh..

realy so full,full of customer..

thn i put my bag 2 locker n take my things out

start work again

...

time passed so fast

is time 2 bck home

...

2nite my family n b was went 2 watch movie tht

天天好天

nt bad

malaysia my fm oso can out movie

realy cnt imagine

fm ppl oso do like artish

cool

...

was tired going slep nw...

nite

muackk.♥

永遠不知道結局會是什麼～

誰對，誰錯已不重要

重要的是

你有真心愛一個人沒有

說到幾真，到後來都會變成假的

說不會再傷害

到後來，劇情還是一樣

一次再一次的被傷害，有時心會想

本小姐不是沒人要

為什麼每次要為了你，一次再一次的被傷

我也是人，有感情

不是你一次再一次犯的錯，我都一定要忍氣吞聲

這段情

我不知道，我到底還能忍多久

我好辛苦

心比酸梅還酸

比跌倒還痛

這一切的一切，你都不會知道

只會說，可是從不看你做到

我在家，可是什麼都不用錯的人，跟了你

我還要做哪些我都不會去做的東西

難道我真的錯了

每次原本開開心心的一天

可是你都愛搞些東西來亂

我真的那樣好欺負嗎？

我只要簡簡單單的生活

而不是像現在醬淚撒滿臉，有時我真的很好奇

我到底算什麼？

有時反而覺得你朋友還重要過我

陪朋友你都有精神，陪我，你就想睡，是累到

我真的不懂了

可能我懂的那時就是離開你的那天

不是喜歡上別人而離開

而是你對我的一切一切，讓我對你不知道該如何去愛

再重要都好，我也不要，不想再讓你傷

心痛可是很難彌補會的

過再久刺還是一樣在

就像當初我如何傷你

對不起

♥ i love u ♥

u still important 4 me

i wana learn hw 2 dun1 care u so much on my mind

coz at last get hurt tht ppl still will is me again..

sorry tht i hurt u..baby i love u

muackkkkk

duno nid hw

realy feeling weird

juz a simple joke bt let somebody unhappy it

apologize d

bt no use,i oso duno nid hw again

i was tired

duno nid 2 do wat

juz can let him think by own relax by own

like 2 off phone

thn i nthing 2 say oso

tis's nt a 1st time

i already said b4

i hate it

bt like no change

so i duno d

i was tired on study thr

nid chat wit somebody,bt he treat me tht

so i better b quite

everyday go study,i oso nid 2 forcus 2 ppl thr

realy felt pekcek

bt i cnt do wat oso

realy give up

everytime i wana tell u things

bt must gt thing happen out again

realy moody

i hate it

bt

he did like tht

juz let me more miss him n all my wrong again

aiyo

susah la

pd trip 2days 1 nite

14dec~15dec

v went 2 pg stay at the legend water chalet

i went wit my lovely b,kor(t.kian),km,p,yen n 1 geografi A kor bro

v reach thr so early so v went tokoh 2 pai pai 1st

thn v went 2 saw sea view,t.k,p.yen n km was playing kite thr bt early morning was no wind

after tht v went 2 ate leong tao hu

tis was km treat us

so less he will treat us,wooh..duno y tht day mood gd will out he $

after finish ate v went 2 check in

after tht v relax at hotel

they was gamble thr

when 4 like tht v prepare went 2 sea

v played banana boot thr

tht time wind was so bigger

ocean was so big

v was so enjoy thr

when nite

my b n me was went 2 buy cake n prasent 4 p.yen

coz 16dec is her birth

after bought cake v went 2 pub 1st

after tht call t.kian bring p.yen 2 swimming pool thr 1st oly v celebrate wit her early at thr

2nd day when bak time

v went 2 gold beach too

wooh

the sea realy so gold

look like realy so dirty

bt tht day realy weather so great

wind so big

tht was a gd gd day

happy enjoy it

give her a big surprise

new style

changed a new look,new style,nid a new mood

2 focus all the things

i nid focus on my study right nw

faster finish tht

thn i can faster come out 2 work easy

start my new life

will work hard on my make up n hair job

god bless me

nid learn it as well

thn tht's oly can let me b a success ppl

let me feel tht i did a right way 4 myself

so i cnt give up owes

if can finish all the things early thn i wan work hard

n get money d

tht i oly can go learn wat i wanna learn again

UPGRATE MY MAKE UP AGAIN

tht was wat i wan 2 b wan 2 do it

bt my b told me tht right thing oso

i shld pay bck money 4 my mum 1st oly i think others

ya..

tht's i will do

i will pay bck all 4 them 1st oly i think others

coz she realy throw alot money on me

so i nid pay bck them 1st

i cnt use 4 song

thx her alot support me owes like my b

realy thx urs

muackzzz

真的認為自己很沒用～

事實上

我現在做著一份很容易的工

可是主要是在找朋友喝喝茶，聊聊那個東西就行

可是我身邊太多朋友都對這沒興趣

所以就算出來

也只是敷衍我

我好煩，因為找不到人

可是人家不會認為你找不到人

而只會覺得你沒心把這份工做好

你們知道嗎？

一向來我都很少跟朋友聯絡的，現在叫我找回他們

這

不是問題

問題是每個人都知道你一定是在做什麼東西

而不要一起出來聽你說

就有些剛開始說有興趣可是一但我們說完了

他們才會說事實上對這份工沒興趣也沒多餘的事情去做

我能找的人，都找了

他們都沒興趣，我還能怎樣？

然道找不到人我不辛苦的嗎？

拜託

那也是我的錢，辛辛苦苦存的錢好不好

我不像你們認識很多人

所以找人對你們並不難

可是對我

tis was so difficult ok

i'm nt superwomen can find ppl easy like urs

so i juz can give up think a gd way 4 myself again

i nid work thn get bck my $

i nid do other way 2 find bck my $

i juz nid ppl noe wat i'm thinking

nt i dun1 do

juz i realy CNT

thn wat shld i do?

i juz nid a normal life

i dun like 2 think more

i juz can say i'm soli abt tht

v had said b4 work hard on tis tgt

bt i'm soli

i din't do tht,i give up owes

let u dissapointed

thn

i'm soli

moody~

長期的依靠會導致人家變得依賴

有時忽然有事

可是也因為那種依賴不想去理

只想賴在他身邊

本來只想好好的來著你

可是就因莫些事情

也鬧得不愉快

我要學會

收斂

我的脾氣

就因我很快發脾氣

就你所做的事情我也會很氣

也導致心情不好

不是我不要在家

而是我只想陪你

而我在家也沒事做，可是你就趕我回家

有時我也不知道

我醬做是對是錯

脾氣發了

就只想流眼淚

我把自己太過於依賴他

變成了我，動不動就想哭

他不理我，或電話沒電，玩失踪

我都好氣，好氣

可是沒辦法

我要習慣

習慣把這些當成我生活的一部分

愛他多過愛自己

好天真

每次只會把自己弄得傷痕累累

就因為他

把我的生活搞得很精彩

從黑白到七彩

從地獄到天堂

可是

一旦有什麼事情，我就會變得不能負荷

可是我還是很謝謝他

因為有他，我才幸福

從不同的地方

不同的事情

去學會

不同的幸福定義

anywhr

sometime i realy hate u,,angry u

bt at last tht

i realy love u

coz love u oly tht i will get angry fast

i love u

my hubby mosquito

muackkzz