duno nid hw

realy feeling weird

juz a simple joke bt let somebody unhappy it

apologize d

bt no use,i oso duno nid hw again

i was tired

duno nid 2 do wat

juz can let him think by own relax by own

like 2 off phone

thn i nthing 2 say oso

tis's nt a 1st time

i already said b4

i hate it

bt like no change

so i duno d

i was tired on study thr

nid chat wit somebody,bt he treat me tht

so i better b quite

everyday go study,i oso nid 2 forcus 2 ppl thr

realy felt pekcek

bt i cnt do wat oso

realy give up

everytime i wana tell u things

bt must gt thing happen out again

realy moody

i hate it

bt

he did like tht

juz let me more miss him n all my wrong again

aiyo

susah la

pd trip 2days 1 nite

14dec~15dec

v went 2 pg stay at the legend water chalet

i went wit my lovely b,kor(t.kian),km,p,yen n 1 geografi A kor bro

v reach thr so early so v went tokoh 2 pai pai 1st

thn v went 2 saw sea view,t.k,p.yen n km was playing kite thr bt early morning was no wind

after tht v went 2 ate leong tao hu

tis was km treat us

so less he will treat us,wooh..duno y tht day mood gd will out he $

after finish ate v went 2 check in

after tht v relax at hotel

they was gamble thr

when 4 like tht v prepare went 2 sea

v played banana boot thr

tht time wind was so bigger

ocean was so big

v was so enjoy thr

when nite

my b n me was went 2 buy cake n prasent 4 p.yen

coz 16dec is her birth

after bought cake v went 2 pub 1st

after tht call t.kian bring p.yen 2 swimming pool thr 1st oly v celebrate wit her early at thr

2nd day when bak time

v went 2 gold beach too

wooh

the sea realy so gold

look like realy so dirty

bt tht day realy weather so great

wind so big

tht was a gd gd day

happy enjoy it

give her a big surprise

new style

changed a new look,new style,nid a new mood

2 focus all the things

i nid focus on my study right nw

faster finish tht

thn i can faster come out 2 work easy

start my new life

will work hard on my make up n hair job

god bless me

nid learn it as well

thn tht's oly can let me b a success ppl

let me feel tht i did a right way 4 myself

so i cnt give up owes

if can finish all the things early thn i wan work hard

n get money d

tht i oly can go learn wat i wanna learn again

UPGRATE MY MAKE UP AGAIN

tht was wat i wan 2 b wan 2 do it

bt my b told me tht right thing oso

i shld pay bck money 4 my mum 1st oly i think others

ya..

tht's i will do

i will pay bck all 4 them 1st oly i think others

coz she realy throw alot money on me

so i nid pay bck them 1st

i cnt use 4 song

thx her alot support me owes like my b

realy thx urs

muackzzz

真的認為自己很沒用～

事實上

我現在做著一份很容易的工

可是主要是在找朋友喝喝茶，聊聊那個東西就行

可是我身邊太多朋友都對這沒興趣

所以就算出來

也只是敷衍我

我好煩，因為找不到人

可是人家不會認為你找不到人

而只會覺得你沒心把這份工做好

你們知道嗎？

一向來我都很少跟朋友聯絡的，現在叫我找回他們

這

不是問題

問題是每個人都知道你一定是在做什麼東西

而不要一起出來聽你說

就有些剛開始說有興趣可是一但我們說完了

他們才會說事實上對這份工沒興趣也沒多餘的事情去做

我能找的人，都找了

他們都沒興趣，我還能怎樣？

然道找不到人我不辛苦的嗎？

拜託

那也是我的錢，辛辛苦苦存的錢好不好

我不像你們認識很多人

所以找人對你們並不難

可是對我

tis was so difficult ok

i'm nt superwomen can find ppl easy like urs

so i juz can give up think a gd way 4 myself again

i nid work thn get bck my $

i nid do other way 2 find bck my $

i juz nid ppl noe wat i'm thinking

nt i dun1 do

juz i realy CNT

thn wat shld i do?

i juz nid a normal life

i dun like 2 think more

i juz can say i'm soli abt tht

v had said b4 work hard on tis tgt

bt i'm soli

i din't do tht,i give up owes

let u dissapointed

thn

i'm soli

moody~

長期的依靠會導致人家變得依賴

有時忽然有事

可是也因為那種依賴不想去理

只想賴在他身邊

本來只想好好的來著你

可是就因莫些事情

也鬧得不愉快

我要學會

收斂

我的脾氣

就因我很快發脾氣

就你所做的事情我也會很氣

也導致心情不好

不是我不要在家

而是我只想陪你

而我在家也沒事做，可是你就趕我回家

有時我也不知道

我醬做是對是錯

脾氣發了

就只想流眼淚

我把自己太過於依賴他

變成了我，動不動就想哭

他不理我，或電話沒電，玩失踪

我都好氣，好氣

可是沒辦法

我要習慣

習慣把這些當成我生活的一部分

愛他多過愛自己

好天真

每次只會把自己弄得傷痕累累

就因為他

把我的生活搞得很精彩

從黑白到七彩

從地獄到天堂

可是

一旦有什麼事情，我就會變得不能負荷

可是我還是很謝謝他

因為有他，我才幸福

從不同的地方

不同的事情

去學會

不同的幸福定義

anywhr

sometime i realy hate u,,angry u

bt at last tht

i realy love u

coz love u oly tht i will get angry fast

i love u

my hubby mosquito

muackkzz

started my class

27/9

i started my class

kimarie academy

my 2 teacher thr 1 guy name *jeffrey*,he name was same like my taiwan fren name

when heard they call him

i think tht

i was so normal at thr

when heard it,,it will remind me

i was so miss my taiwan fren they so much

somemore 1 teacher name same like me

she called *jennifer*

when she call me,,they will said like she call she own

izzit won't felt weird

than she will answer

*nola*

whr will

starting class at thr

all ok

bt 2day

*29/9*

when learm abt hw 2 dry hair

tht was so difficult 2 me

felt peckek

bt i nid 2 learn it oso

i must learn more oly i can working as part time

*shampo girl*

so i should gambateh

so moody,,pd trip..taiwan trip

♥~moody part~♥

i realy so hate ppl hate my call

especially

is u

NG LIANG CHAI

i hate owes ur phone no battery

i hate u owes let me cnt find u

realy hate so

when u msg me tht time

i called u

bt

ur phone already no battery

let me cnt call

u noe when u msg me tht

i will so worry u

owes i told u tht i worry u

bt

i realy duno u noe it o nt

already duno wat 2 do nw

juz can wait u reach home call me

♥~pd trip~♥

v went 2 pg when

10 september~11 september

2 day 1 nite

so enjoy the trip thr

bt when v haven't went it

had someppl beh song thr,at last tht kind of ppl din't went it

so enjoy at pd tht coz i went wit my b n my darling fren MIKO

so happy she can join us

♥~taiwan~♥

12 september~17 september

12/9 was my kor birthday,soli tht i cnt celebrate wit u

bt wish u happy too~

n 13/9 was darling JANICE birth

soli tht i cnt celebrate wit u too~

bt i will plan 4 u soon

dun worry ye...

went taiwan wit my mum

i was no enjoy thr

coz i miss some1 here,n UV thr roo high make me felt blur n vomit

coz the driver skill nt gd nvm somemore my mum sat too infront

than nid 4cus the tourge talking thr

tht was make me blur

n nw i bck d i so worry about my taiwan fren

coz typhoon coming

wish them all bkful thr b saty..