2nd trip u wit my family

2nd trip u wit my family
1st time tht v went langkawi tgt
tis time was went 2 penang on 24dec..
nice trip owes belong u n me was been tgt
happy n enjoy it,,,,thx u so much

clubbing nite on 23dec
tht was a terrible nite tht day
bad memories
n my b was unhappy 2 went club wit me tht day
bt at last went wit me oso..thx u.......ng liang chai
i will think go club tht coz b4 tht v had dance at club
i miss tht moment v dance
tht oly i call u went club wit me..bt u don't like it...@@
anywhr thx u so much...

my b (ng liang chai)

730 days..♥♥♥

so fast v had been tgt 730 days more d.........
duno u still rmb hw v will tgt?
whr v went b4 tht?
em..
i think u will 4gt it d,,
coz u will think tis kind of things juz normal...
nowdays u was bz working,v less contact
no topic chat oso..
bt i never unbelieve u..
i oso wait u at home,,till u call me tht time i will felt tht (happiness)
i noe i will b alone,,bt anywhere i had u oso.........
juz sometime u realy like put me away (tht i hate it)
n when u outstation wit boss time
i seem like juz couple wit (phone)
coz juz i msg u,,u din msg me at all
tht feeling was so bad...(i no like it)
bt no choose...
tht was ur job...u nid workhard n i nid too
watever i'm happy or emo i oso will told u at 1st..
bt u...(seem nt tht) oly me..@@
tis's ok..i normal it...
at last i oso wan 2 say,,watever hw the way u treat me
baby i love u too...♥♥
coz u'r mine...u'r oly mine love........muackkkkkkkkkk...♥♥ng liang chai♥♥

i was nthing

may i cry?
i cnt...coz u's my choose
bt at last wat i b?juz nthing...fren important..family important...i'm ur gal..bt seem like nthing,,cnt compare wit hw the way u treat ur normal fren oso...izzit i realy no important 4 u?
owes put me alone,,,nt oly 1 time.........helo.i'm human..........wat my feeling??hav whose caring me?no.....nobody.......i was juz nthing 4 u.........
i realy duno wat shld i do anymore..when i nid u..u owes tht din wit me...
animal will felt sad when u dun1 it...leave it...
dun1 said tht i'm human..bt u juz seem like i'm no feeling at all...
owes quarrel abt it...u din bored??????i oso felt bored........
i dun1 life like tht..i dun1 tht human tht whose does't care me juz will noe owes put me away......
when fren n family nid u..u owes b the 1st...........bt hw abt mine?
izzit u realy care me?i din felt so.........my heart was broken...........
dun1 think abt u.........juz b normal...i was nthing..........

club

CLUB
i realy felt bored
went thr juz keep sitting n without dance yst
juz went thr sitting n saw ppl drunk
i had a big question on mine
y ppl go club will enjoy when bf/hus din thr?
bt i cnt@@
when bf din thr i cant enjoy at all
whole nite will juz felt sleppy n lazy move
realy so weird
thx my darling 'pinky' n her bf bought cake 4 me
realy touch
thx so much^^

外婆

今年里
我们家发生了很多不愉快的事
可是到最后都没事了
好不容易
事情有了新的剧情
但是
现在又来一单
外婆因为前阵子开刀
所以就要打那三支抵抗细菌的针
打了第一支没事
到了第二支开始出现问题了
她整个人负担不来那药的作用
变成了反效果
整个人顶不顺
小舅他们看到她不对路
就连忙送她去医院
到了医院她就再也支撑不住的晕倒了
医生赶紧帮她进行急救
从4-5点进去到晚上才出来
今天有算有点好转
我妈去看她
但是她变了一个样
变到有点小孩
我妈叫她，她也只能开一只眼来望我妈
那应该是药太强所以导致没力气去睁开眼吧！！
可是我妈问到，知道我妈是谁没？
她既然问回我妈是谁～～@@
我妈和小舅看到事情很不对路，因为外婆都认不得他们了
就去问神，神说外婆现在灵魂不在她那了
所以就要招魂，但是成功与否，只有50/50的机会
可是我们大家都懂一定会没事的！
老天保佑一定会没事的～
外公那担心外婆的心情，真让人心疼
外婆一定会没事的！！
加油～～～

心痛

被伤过的心，

不管怎样痊愈

伤口还是存在

手又被剪刀剪到了

可是我都不觉得痛

因为我知道

不管怎样痛

都不比我心痛来得痛

不是我爱哭

而是眼泪也心痛了

自己流下来

你太不了解我的个性

我顶不顺你好像女子每个月来月经酱

都一定会为了我所谓的小事，你所谓的大事来乱

两个人一起不代表开心，只是增加了彼此的负担和伤害

我自问我没错

但是你不这样认为

所以我道歉了

你说我们沟通不到

自己想下假如我用这句话说会给你听

你会什么感受？

要我用什么心态面对你

我已不知道该怎样面对

用最真的方式面对你

在你眼里都会是最假的

我一直以来都是那样说话的人

我不懂是你变了

还是你已不再像以前那样

有多少爱可以从来？？

爱得越深，伤得越重

28 may~30 may

tis was 1st trip wit my b n family tgt

v went langkawi by sat at car many hours

wah......

realy tired

i was enjoy wit my b thr

tis was a 1st trip he went wit my family

i'm happy coz he dun1 argue wit me

at last he went trip wit me oso

thx u my lovely b..

muackkkzzzzz