felt scarly...

wah..realy is a shit nite..
juz nw went 2 asoka lim teh wit wei hong them,coz he wanna invite me 2 hear somethings gd 4 us..bt..i'm soli..i'm nt have time nvm somemore i'm have the $..somemore tht $ nid use 4 my study so i cnt do it..soli..
after finish chatting wit them,i continue lim wit cai hong..wah..already more than half year no meet up,meet up i felt happy lo,,her daugther already big 1 year 5 month..is a Qtie gal look like her dad..same face wit her daD no like mum..haha..
after tht i lim wit wen yi(my bro) chat a while edi..i saw ah guy keep looking at me..the eye let me felt scared like b4 tht happen out again..realy so scared..i hate tis kind of ppl..i dun1 bck like b4 things happen 4 me..TT..useless..god..i realy scared of tis kind of guy..nt i nt like guy is i realy scared edi..
i scared the things happen 2 me again again..i cnt control myself nw realy scared..TT..juz nw i said wanna bck bt i saw janice them happy chatting thr so i du1 disturd i juz ask them can fetch my bck bt no1 answer me..nvm,i bck 2 sit..bt tht guy smile wit me again god i realy scared i no dare c him i keep turn 2 c other side..who noe my feel???nobody will noe it...nobody like me had tis kind of things b4...TTfeel wanna cry bt i cnt if i cry than means i lost i realy care about it..i cnt care about wat ppl looking n said i realy cnt care bt i cnt..TT..after thr i told my bro said if i nt bck later my dad will kill me..they dun let me bck until i told them had 1 guy keep looking at me..oly he call his fren fetch me bck 1st..i'm happy i'm b home..bt....
when i stay home i told my mum about the work things my mum n uncle them all keep saying bad i felt realy angry..y tht things i wanna do y they juz noe by own din care about me..realy angry n sad...
anywhr thank tht guy who fetch me bck...muack...
thx my bro too...
n my fren...
love urs...muackz~~~~
good nite everybody n sweet dream...^^