wat is best fren...wat is tht feeling..

tis few week i realy headche,cnt slep well..i so pekcek..hw the happened done wit us?y us became tht??izzit my problem??too small gas??i realy duno y..wit km..i duno y i changed 2 dun1 chat wit him no more wanna out wit him..juz coz he some atitude tht i din't like..n he never change it when v said tht..i hate it...i realy hate myself nw..y became tht??y all my fren like so far wit me??yen i duno she at whr coz she din't contact wit me anymore..qiqi n peggy same too..coz v les contact..all having bf so v coudn't like b4 every time 2gether n chit chat thr..sexy darling n lily..same..long time din't chat so nthings 2 chat edi..n somemore v din't study at same college...so will no more chat at all..chai hong already married so cnt find her..yoke kuen too..she already married so cnt find somemore she wanna do her homework many things wan 2 do so i cnt disturd her..ying din't study edi so i find her oso no use..she live at banting..so hw 2 meet up?when i said my feeling wit her,she juz will said dun think so much..skul things like tht..fren things oso..miko went bck taiwan less on9..so i less time 2 contact her..v all nt always on9 so cnt chat...janice..she had her own things 2 settle...eing..dun anythings she will hear..nobodt can i talk..others all duno my things..wat is tht felling nobody will noe it..moody...
my pig bro..think so much so make the problem more confuse so i duno nid hw..y all things became more confuse??y?y?y?i realy hate nw..
hope faster get the result faster settle all things...faster go oversea..like tht no nid think so much edi..wish all faster settle soon....